food!

honestly,
i ran out of ideas already.
im still wondering how could i be so post-addicted in my prev blog.
i posted a total of 300++ posts.
and according to my memory, i never seized typing when im about to post.
but now, i stop every sentence...

a few days ago,
friendster(fs) came across my mind
the last time i opened it was in 2009.
then i read the comments (testimonials)
a total of 1400 something, i browse.
then i realize how childish and innocent i was.
but now that i think abt it,
i miss my innocence, i miss my childishness.
when we were innocent,
we tend to think positively,
we have no love problems
and we fight over simple stuff
and made up the next two hours

and here i am being talkative and poetic
haha

so generally speaking here,
as grown-ups we tend to miss our childhood ( not that im old or that sort )
and we as kids ( not me ) tend to wish we are older.
me myself wish i was old enough to leave home and go out with friends
unfortunately i cant.

i remembered a time when i fought with a good friend.
she's as tall as my feet to shoulders.
so we fought during break time
abt wht? i honestly forgot...

after the break. we sat in class, like 3 meters away from each other
then she looked at me
then i looked at her back
then we smiled together and made up.
isnt that sweet?
i wish life was that simple

nowdays when i have an argument with anyone
things clear after a week or three days atleast.
i hate that so muchh
i cant think straight
i cant do anything straight..
but theres nothing i can do abt it.
haha

myfriend yunita says
go with the flow

and thats wht im gonna do
but no improvements sofar...