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Kamis, 26 Agustus 2010

time and space

surries are abbreviation for surrogates.
i love that film its so cool.
but im not gonna tell you guys about it,
cuz i'll ruin the fun.
anw,
im gonna explain a little bit bout surrogates

"in the near future, humans live in isolation and only interact through robotic bodies that serve as surrogates." - Surrogates

that quote pretty much explains it all.
so somewhere (somewhen HAHA) in the future humans will stop living their own bodies and start making remote controlled manikins for everyday activities.
surrogates can transfer your soul to a robotic manikin. that, they do for many purposes.
like fashion u create ur own face so itll look perfect.
or safety, for if u work in military, they can just transfer your soul into a robot, and if you die, just get a new surrogate.

i bet it wont happen anytime soon. cuz its not easy transmitting brain signals everywhere. humans still have problems with cellphone signals, they shouldnt take on brain signals just yet. i mean its too dangerous.
here r my thoughts of surrogates in the future
positivies
>itll be safer for justice stuff, and hero stuff. police wont have to be afraid to lose their lives. humans will be invulnerable and criminality rates will go down drastically.
>everyone will be good looking. they'll use surrogates and most likely change their whole physical look. because in fact, 85% women in the US have big fat bloated bodies which to me looks awful. fat is because of the food we produce and eat everyday, and in the us, they eat delicious fatty meals everyday. so i wouldnt blame all them of their huge size. with surrogates, we'll see a world of eye soothing teens all over the streets. its not such a bad thing isnt it?
>itll make people think and think to improve the use of surrogates, itll make humans work their brains and innovate the surrie.

negativies
>if a war were to happen, itll be a mass destruction between puppets. the winner is the country with the most expense to waste. rite? now we wont want a puppet massacre around earth..
>what will happen to models everywhere? they'll lose their jobs. i mean physically, surrogates are perfect. they are artificially made. so there will be no more modeling stuff anymore.

personally, i am against the surrie idea because i like to keep things original.
but itll eventually happen anyway.
what i meant was, we fragile humans need invincible bodies, especially those political people for safety. one person who would surely use a surrogate is mr.president. everyday, there are those politic-haters who try to kill the big boss, using a surrogate will definitely keep them safer. even idiots can see surrogates as a human breakthrough. haha

so well yeah, we all will be a scrap of metal, wandering around the earth. not like im totally against it, i just like humans the way they are. but a breakthrough has always been inevitable. like the communication breakthrough that happened to humanity a little while ago. it has its ups and downs, but its definitely inevitable.
now who will be the inventor of one? :D
its never a dream for those who try.

this topic is also boring for me though :( sorry folkss i didnt have anything good up my sleeve todayy.

Selasa, 24 Agustus 2010

september

its been exactly a week since the last time i blogged
today i'll try to minimize my blog characters since today isnt exactly the happiest day of my life. shortly, im not in a good mood.
yes yes in life we have our moments
moments of sorrow moments of happiness and moments of anger.
but the thing is i hate the fact that i dont want to talk about it
so i treat people with disrespect and i feel guilty about it,
i dont know why im feeling like thiss.
so the big picture is that
1. i have this problem
2. i cant / dont want / am unable to tell anyone abt it.
so it kinda suck.

have you ever been so speechless that the moment you think bout the cause, your brain just stop thinking about it.
i think im rejecting the fact that it happened
im not making any sense here.

well i am kinda happy too,
because im recovering and all
but i know problems come and go
so this one'll probably slip outta my life someday.
anw,

ignore my words before this line in this post

i want to tell you guys bout petss
i have two meddling dogs.




the white one's a poodle dog.
so he's loyal and loving
i had him since he's under 1 y.o
well whats interesting is the fact that he's older than my nephew which is 6 and my dog is almost 10 years old. yup
if we look at it the human way, my dog's young
but if we look at it via dog age (lol)
my dog will be abt 70 years old (human age )
now thats old enough to celebrate a hell of wrinkles.
this december my dog'll turn ten. and i'll turn fifteen.
the last time i celebrated my dog's birthday was when im 7.
so its been a long time really.
i want to do something nice to my dog.
since he did nice things to me
like accompanying me hanging clothes, keep me entertained when im all dried up.
but i feel sorry cuz the second dog is so much more fun to play with
becausee,
i'll introduce her first,
shes one year old, cute cuddly and hyperactive.
shes a gift from a good friend of mine. he's away now
i havent seen him since last two months and honestly i miss my friend
haha
well what differs them,
the poodle's a male, and the pom's a female.
so genetically or hygiene-wise, the female is cleaner
i dont have to wipe walls when i let it in the house.
so the old one stays outside most of the time.
it literally isnt my fault,
my mom hates dirt. so whether i like it or not,
rules are rules.
dirty ones outside.

i let the little one in like once every two days.
since science class hv been keeping me busy,
sometimes i dont play at all.
im sure that keeps my dog depressed.
but i promised ill make up for it.
i brought home toys or other stuff.
i said sorry already, even though i know my dog wouldnt understand,
i believe in dog instincts.
they can see our hearts, unlike guys.
so there wuz a time im so pissed off. then my dog just sat there next to me quietly.
that soothes me. maybe if we humans can talk to animals, that'd be a hell lot of fun.
if that happens, i'll have a friend to talk to when im bored, and my mouth's dying to move. haha

i thought of a sad thought.
my dog is soon 12, which means end of a toy poodle age.
so i tried imagining days without my poodle.
im sure i'll cry. but now that ive grown up,
my face wont be as ugly as the time when i lost my old dog rocky.

i miss rocky. rocky is a royal dog.
clean, royal and everywhere i take em, everyone thinks he's an expensive dog when the fact is he isnt. haha maybe its because he acts expensive.
he keeps himself clean allthetime. so unlike these present dogs.
but i love em all. theyre like my personal screenless blackberry.
haha :D

Selasa, 17 Agustus 2010

skylights

Soo, abt the previous post.
Turns out I'm suffering from dengue fvr,
Normal thrombocyte rate is 150 - 450.
Based on yesterday's test, mine was 178 which was quite low
But it's still in the normal line.
Then I went to check my blood again
I waited an hour, then results are in.
The rate's 122.
Then my mom panicked.
Well I'm in the hospital no.
Infused with infuse and vitamin.

Before I went in the room,something twitched me to a laughing state
I'm not healthy, but I still can walk.
But the doctors insisted me to sit on a wheelchair from
The first floor to my room. Well I didn't feel comfortable with it
But I sat anyway.
On the way up, I saw many pale looking people.
Maybe sick people come and go everyday.
:(

Anw, childhood reminds me of a channel I used to watch oftenly
Which is nickelodeon.
My tv operator cut the connection to nick,
So I haven't watched it since God knows when.
Now that I'm here @the hospital,
They provide cable tv rich of channels
But I can't find v channel, fashion tv nor fox channel.
Well its okay.
I miss nick. Haha
My friends say its a little childish for me to watch nick.
But I really do enjoy watching this.

dengue fevers

dengue fever. ( pronounce deng-gay ) / (pronounced UK: /ˈdɛŋɡeɪ/, US: /ˈdɛŋɡiː/)

Dengue fever and dengue hemorrhagic fever (DHF) are acute febrile diseases which occur in the tropics, can be life-threatening, and are caused by four closely related virus serotypes of the genus Flavivirus, family Flaviviridae. It is also known as breakbone fever, since it can be extremely painful. It occurs widely in the tropics, including northern Argentina, northern Australia, Bangladesh, Barbados, Bolivia, Belize, Brazil, Cambodia, Colombia, Costa Rica, Cuba, Dominican Republic, French Polynesia, Guadeloupe, El Salvador, Guatemala, Guyana, Haiti, Honduras, India, Indonesia, Jamaica, Laos, Malaysia, Melanesia, Mexico, Micronesia, Nicaragua, Pakistan, Panama, Paraguay, Philippines, Puerto Rico, Samoa, Western Saudi Arabia, Singapore, Sri Lanka, Suriname, Taiwan, Thailand, Trinidad, Venezuela and Vietnam, and increasingly in southern China - Wikipedia

this is a sickness ive been suspected suffering from like abt 4 times.
the first turns out i was too tired, the second one too, the third one was actually typhus, and the last one is not yet identified ( which is happening now to me )
ive been weak recently,
the whole sick thing has become something that concerns my mind.
because science class is raining me with tests.
so my type of learning requires me to come to class and listen to the teacher in order to get a good mark.
well, how do i listen to an explaining teacher when im not even in school.
i really wish i have a stronger body so i can do things better.
the bolded word, Indonesia.
we indonesians suffer from dengue fever.
maybe because the temperature is friendly towards the dengue mosquitoes.
many die of this sickness, but theres really nothing we can do abt it.
so i am praying so this fourth DF symptom wont turn out to be a real DF (:

Senin, 16 Agustus 2010

food!

honestly,
i ran out of ideas already.
im still wondering how could i be so post-addicted in my prev blog.
i posted a total of 300++ posts.
and according to my memory, i never seized typing when im about to post.
but now, i stop every sentence...

a few days ago,
friendster(fs) came across my mind
the last time i opened it was in 2009.
then i read the comments (testimonials)
a total of 1400 something, i browse.
then i realize how childish and innocent i was.
but now that i think abt it,
i miss my innocence, i miss my childishness.
when we were innocent,
we tend to think positively,
we have no love problems
and we fight over simple stuff
and made up the next two hours

and here i am being talkative and poetic
haha

so generally speaking here,
as grown-ups we tend to miss our childhood ( not that im old or that sort )
and we as kids ( not me ) tend to wish we are older.
me myself wish i was old enough to leave home and go out with friends
unfortunately i cant.

i remembered a time when i fought with a good friend.
she's as tall as my feet to shoulders.
so we fought during break time
abt wht? i honestly forgot...

after the break. we sat in class, like 3 meters away from each other
then she looked at me
then i looked at her back
then we smiled together and made up.
isnt that sweet?
i wish life was that simple

nowdays when i have an argument with anyone
things clear after a week or three days atleast.
i hate that so muchh
i cant think straight
i cant do anything straight..
but theres nothing i can do abt it.
haha

myfriend yunita says
go with the flow

and thats wht im gonna do
but no improvements sofar...

Sabtu, 14 Agustus 2010

facts

"despite all the misery theres always at least one positive value we can implement in our lives."

what do you do when youre bored?
blog,fb,chat with friends, go out( if possible x_x )

i dont have much to talk abt with this topic hanging on my post.
haha

quote :
"i wonder why people waste their time hating others?"-AuML

Jumat, 13 Agustus 2010

Pyro

note to self:
-forgot to blog yesterday :(


im into quoting these days.
but then i thought, what if people quote my words.
so i have been thinking of good quotations to make.
but then everyone tells me theyre into love quotes.
so i came up with this one

"like a clear streaming river, and a great endless waterfall, you gave me a love that never seize to flow"

its not exactly a love quote..
its a sentence for a lover to the lover.

not like i wrote it for anyone
im just feeling poetic recently
myb its because of my eng assg.

theres this FB app
LOVE QUOTES
most of my female friends apply that app
and so every morning i see love quotes for every female account on my FB home
not like im complaining, its actually kinda fun
its inspirational.
but i really want to try feeling stupidly in love.
like my friends.
they shed emotions everywhere
when theyre happy, they smile allthetime
but when there sad, its contagious... :(
how human emotions jump so quickly is interesting
so id like to try it myself
haha :D

i'll still try making good quotes
thanks <3

Rabu, 11 Agustus 2010

undone

what do you spend your money on?

i spend money on stupid stuff to be honest.

one day,
i came past this cute fridge magnet.
then i spent money on it.
next, i came across a silly postcard.
then i also spent money on it
afterward,
i saw a red leash for my dog
then i spent money again.

it is silly. some say its a habit
but to me, its a sickness
and we all know sicknesses can be cured
so, im still under process of searching for that remedy
because some say i'll be in danger of melting credit cards!
haha~
i asked a few people, what do you spend money on?

boys often say FOOD!
and girls often say SHOPPING ( clothes shopping, not fridge magnet hunting)

as a girl, i do enjoy shopping,
but im trying to learn how to limit myself
because i saw people in films that just cant stop shopping
and if i were to suffer from shopaholic disease,
oh God knows what might hit me...

i also picked up these :
>for playing games
>watching
>paying for friends spendings (whatt?)
>buying music albums (rocks!)

ahaha~

Senin, 09 Agustus 2010

love for a child

if you have one wish, what would you wish for?

um... wait lemme think...
this question reminds me of " Be careful of what u wish for "
so it might take me a while...

so i asked my friend, and she answered
first answer, to go to heaven when she dies
and second ans, to be a rich person.

well these are probably what most people want
then a beautiful answer came form another friend
my wish is finding "the one" isnt that sweet<3
this wish is what touches the heart of a person
you can never buy true love
for girls, true love come by it self
but for me, true love comes by searching for it.
not just wait like fiona or rapunzel.

people have different perspectives of love
some say
love is everything
or
love is bliss in the mind that causes you to do stupid actions
or even
love is something we cant live without
but for some
love is not needed

i have this gloomy friend. he hates love
i dont exactly know why.
he's one of the emo boys ( you can google it if you dont know whats emo )
but he has a point, love is indeed (sometimes) not needed
because we're still young, we dont need love
we need to concentrate on our studies first

then if we look at it as christians ( sorry for those who arent )
love is something God created.
then all Gods creations are perfect
except,
ofcourse,
us,
humans.
we are imperfect.
but love makes us perfect because
that One Person will bring you to perfection
and you bring that person to perfection.

but on the contrary
i have never experienced love,
so im in no position to criticize people about it
haha

thx for reading<3

special thanks for J.P.R and V.H also F.H

Minggu, 08 Agustus 2010

never knowing

my friend talked to me about

your ten guilty pleasures

and,,, actually i made a list of it

so ill start from the last to the first,
10. ice creamm(food)
this one, its not a big deal though. i mean, all girls love sweet stuff. and i just happen to be one of those girls. but ths is not something id kill for.

9. CSI (movie)
why CSI? well i like mystery. id stay up all day long just to watch CSI. but this movie made me paranoid. i became claustrophobic, and negatively imaginative. so there was this inn i saw in malaysia. it was small, dark and the cost per night ( which was displayed so large, it was hard to ignore ) is cheaper than feeding yourself. then i saw several creepy looking men going inside that inn. then my CSI brain went nuts, thinking that theyre doing illegal stuff in there, but then me and my family went to a pudding store nearby, which made me distracted and eventually forgot about those men. but now that i think about it, they might just be secret agents :D

8. Pulpy Orange
yeah one of that orange juices that rockss :D

7. Drawing
this one has been my habit for i forgot how long. its been my company when im bored. ( excluding FB and blog )

6 . Percy Jackson Series
i remembered the time when i was soooo into PJ.it was when i went to israel. so my mom kept scolding me cuz whenever good sights came by, i was reading. so i didnt see. then she confiscate my PJ (sobss)

5. Love Stories.
4. Dresses
3. Sleeping
2. Basketball
1. Ideas ( now i'd kill for this one ) :D
i wasnt sure what to do today.
so i woke up with a lazy face.


actually i have no idea what to write here,
thats why im being so out of the box
so here goes,
im gonna talk about the topic often read on Blogger.
which issssss
what if your parents was on facebook

some of you might laugh,
some of you might think this isnt important
but for some of us, including me,
its an utter NIGHTMARE haha

so if youre under private pressure
and most teens like to update FB stats including me.
so you write something you shouldnt
for example,
oh shit, i hate my physics teacher
then your parents WILL
and i mean WILL WILL WILL
comment on your status

criticize, commenting, ect.
which will obviously be embarrassing.
and the next day at school,
your friends will be whispering around you
saying how hilarious your parents are.

and if that happens, itll be one of my top ten embarrassing moments LOL
thx folkss

Kamis, 05 Agustus 2010

first post

so here i am, bored in class.
i had this english assg.
it turned quite good
so im goona just type it out here.
lol enjoy folks!


Things were going as usual
no one changed,
nobody seized.
Days were normal,but one thing for sure,
i was happy.

Then a glimpse of light came across me.
it was as if that light,
if i grabbed it,
life would be easier.
better yet, more entertaining

I strolled down that light.
it seemed perfect,
beautiful,
and peaceful.

Days,
Weeks,
Months,
it felt empty.
Not as perfect as it seemed.
it was too late.
i will never be able to go back.

Since i rubbed that lamp,
since i leaped that trial
since i took the chance,
all i ever wished for
was to go back to where i belong.



Hahas! any comments ppl?