unimportant topic

people ( especially girls ) have always been talking about soul mates.
honestly i don't believe in them. but speaking of the future, we will find someone someday. looking far to the future, we are bound to follow our parent's footsteps which is love. from the dictionary, love is

–noun

.a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

.a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
.used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection
.a personification of affection, as Eros or Cupid.
.affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
.strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
.the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
.the benevolent affection of god for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
.Chiefly Tennis . a score of zero; nothing.
.a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

–verb (used with object)

.to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.
.to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).
.to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.
.to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight.

–verb (used without object)

.to have love or affection for another person; be in love.

i think the first meaning is the most often used one. like when teenagers fall in love. yes love is a very popular word especially for teenagers. most humans fall in love when they're in high school ( some during their seat in elementary school but i think it happens more often during high school ). and some don't last long, but some lasts a life time. i know a couple in my church, they started dating when they're 18 years old and they're now 66 and still madly in love with each other. and i also know someone who changes the person he/she dates every two weeks ( being sarcastic ). so love means differently to every human. some look up to it and some thinks lightly of it.

the person i love will be
> someone who can stand up for his own ground
> he has to be someone who cares\
> he will be able to prioritize things
> and he will be the one who is able to make me shiver out of happiness

but coming close to the future, its not that easy. because there's so much to think about, like monetary stuff, political and social things. so i cant just pick out someone out of the dust bin. this concludes that I'm one of the people who thinks highly of love and i really suggest u start doing the same.

explisitees

the earthquakes and the nuclear stuff that's going on in Japan really caught everyone's attention. some people think its not important because maybe its not their business, but really i get concerned about these things. See, Japan's sales and income fell ( or got defeated ) by China recently and China now sits over the title of THE #1 RICHEST COUNTRY. but then you cant blame Japan because China's population is about 30 times the number of population in Japan. Practically China has 30 times more work and brain power to support their country. So its normal if China's income goes like double or triple the number of income Japan has. Aside that, Japan is considered a small country and the nuclear, earthquake and tsunami costs Japan 6% its working land. the nuclear plant (which is crucial to Japan) exploded, causing Japanese people to suffer from radiation. this can be cured with high pressure showers. but we cant cure their homes ( since homes cant be showered ).

The reason why im writing this is because i really encourage us ( maybe some who might visit my blog ) to take pity and help by praying or even donating and reaching out. maybe someday we might experience the same and Japan will be the hand to reach out for us :D:D

hello blog

well what im really into right now is basketball
and the nba's really eye catching to me.
so here's the big question
what's ur team? and why?

these are the teams

Boston Celtics
Orlando Magic
Cleveland Cavaliers
Atlanta Hawks
Chicago Bulls
Miami Heat
Milwaukee Bucks
Charlotte Bobcats
Los Angeles Lakers
Phoenix Suns
Utah Jazz
San Antonio Spurs
Oklahoma City Thunder
Portland Trail Blazers
Denver Nuggets
Dallas Mavericks

okay, so where i came from,
basketball isnt really popular
whats in and will always be in in this country will always stay soccer.
well i honestly, plainly, innocently dislike soccer
why? because the score comes so late unlike basketball especially the NBAs.
it makes soccer so boring and i fell asleep every time i watch soccer games
thats just my opinion
people have different taste.

back to the NBA.
what team am i? im into Boston Celtics and Dallas Mavericks
'First off
Boston Celtics
this team is the hero team and why?
because it's players hv been playing together for a long time
which builds their cooperative play.
i would like to highlight Rajon Rondo
Rajon Rondo is Celtic's number 9 jersey player.
he's also one of the reasons why my jersey is nine
Rajon Pierre Rondo born in February 22 1986
rondo was selected on Phoenix Suns's list
and subsequently traded to Boston Celtic's list
and he started playing as a rookie during 06-07's NBA season
then he turned out as a good player which made him a starting point guard for the Celtics team during season 07-08. that season was also the season where rondo got to his first NBA championship. which as on seasons 09-10 he got an extended contract with Celtics worth around 50 million dollars guaranteed ( for his good play )

'Second
Dallas Mavericks

Dallas Mavericks or Mavs hv just won on a recent game against Miami Heat or should i say THE Miami Heat and as usual the star and my highlight player
Dirk Nowitzki ( pronounced : derk novitzki )
he's a star player and if you look into videos on youtube,
you can see his foul ins and impossible shots.
i mean everyone is a fan of Nowitzki.

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i have a friend whose dream is to become a basketball player
well she's very serious about it
she constantly exercise which made her body muscular
which also was freakin cool because shes a girl.
so gender isnt really important if you love something truly
thats why there's WNBA ( NBA for women ) lols

time and space

surries are abbreviation for surrogates.
i love that film its so cool.
but im not gonna tell you guys about it,
cuz i'll ruin the fun.
anw,
im gonna explain a little bit bout surrogates

"in the near future, humans live in isolation and only interact through robotic bodies that serve as surrogates." - Surrogates

that quote pretty much explains it all.
so somewhere (somewhen HAHA) in the future humans will stop living their own bodies and start making remote controlled manikins for everyday activities.
surrogates can transfer your soul to a robotic manikin. that, they do for many purposes.
like fashion u create ur own face so itll look perfect.
or safety, for if u work in military, they can just transfer your soul into a robot, and if you die, just get a new surrogate.

i bet it wont happen anytime soon. cuz its not easy transmitting brain signals everywhere. humans still have problems with cellphone signals, they shouldnt take on brain signals just yet. i mean its too dangerous.
here r my thoughts of surrogates in the future
positivies
>itll be safer for justice stuff, and hero stuff. police wont have to be afraid to lose their lives. humans will be invulnerable and criminality rates will go down drastically.
>everyone will be good looking. they'll use surrogates and most likely change their whole physical look. because in fact, 85% women in the US have big fat bloated bodies which to me looks awful. fat is because of the food we produce and eat everyday, and in the us, they eat delicious fatty meals everyday. so i wouldnt blame all them of their huge size. with surrogates, we'll see a world of eye soothing teens all over the streets. its not such a bad thing isnt it?
>itll make people think and think to improve the use of surrogates, itll make humans work their brains and innovate the surrie.

negativies
>if a war were to happen, itll be a mass destruction between puppets. the winner is the country with the most expense to waste. rite? now we wont want a puppet massacre around earth..
>what will happen to models everywhere? they'll lose their jobs. i mean physically, surrogates are perfect. they are artificially made. so there will be no more modeling stuff anymore.

personally, i am against the surrie idea because i like to keep things original.
but itll eventually happen anyway.
what i meant was, we fragile humans need invincible bodies, especially those political people for safety. one person who would surely use a surrogate is mr.president. everyday, there are those politic-haters who try to kill the big boss, using a surrogate will definitely keep them safer. even idiots can see surrogates as a human breakthrough. haha

so well yeah, we all will be a scrap of metal, wandering around the earth. not like im totally against it, i just like humans the way they are. but a breakthrough has always been inevitable. like the communication breakthrough that happened to humanity a little while ago. it has its ups and downs, but its definitely inevitable.
now who will be the inventor of one? :D
its never a dream for those who try.

this topic is also boring for me though :( sorry folkss i didnt have anything good up my sleeve todayy.

september

its been exactly a week since the last time i blogged
today i'll try to minimize my blog characters since today isnt exactly the happiest day of my life. shortly, im not in a good mood.
yes yes in life we have our moments
moments of sorrow moments of happiness and moments of anger.
but the thing is i hate the fact that i dont want to talk about it
so i treat people with disrespect and i feel guilty about it,
i dont know why im feeling like thiss.
so the big picture is that
1. i have this problem
2. i cant / dont want / am unable to tell anyone abt it.
so it kinda suck.

have you ever been so speechless that the moment you think bout the cause, your brain just stop thinking about it.
i think im rejecting the fact that it happened
im not making any sense here.

well i am kinda happy too,
because im recovering and all
but i know problems come and go
so this one'll probably slip outta my life someday.
anw,

ignore my words before this line in this post

i want to tell you guys bout petss
i have two meddling dogs.




the white one's a poodle dog.
so he's loyal and loving
i had him since he's under 1 y.o
well whats interesting is the fact that he's older than my nephew which is 6 and my dog is almost 10 years old. yup
if we look at it the human way, my dog's young
but if we look at it via dog age (lol)
my dog will be abt 70 years old (human age )
now thats old enough to celebrate a hell of wrinkles.
this december my dog'll turn ten. and i'll turn fifteen.
the last time i celebrated my dog's birthday was when im 7.
so its been a long time really.
i want to do something nice to my dog.
since he did nice things to me
like accompanying me hanging clothes, keep me entertained when im all dried up.
but i feel sorry cuz the second dog is so much more fun to play with
becausee,
i'll introduce her first,
shes one year old, cute cuddly and hyperactive.
shes a gift from a good friend of mine. he's away now
i havent seen him since last two months and honestly i miss my friend
haha
well what differs them,
the poodle's a male, and the pom's a female.
so genetically or hygiene-wise, the female is cleaner
i dont have to wipe walls when i let it in the house.
so the old one stays outside most of the time.
it literally isnt my fault,
my mom hates dirt. so whether i like it or not,
rules are rules.
dirty ones outside.

i let the little one in like once every two days.
since science class hv been keeping me busy,
sometimes i dont play at all.
im sure that keeps my dog depressed.
but i promised ill make up for it.
i brought home toys or other stuff.
i said sorry already, even though i know my dog wouldnt understand,
i believe in dog instincts.
they can see our hearts, unlike guys.
so there wuz a time im so pissed off. then my dog just sat there next to me quietly.
that soothes me. maybe if we humans can talk to animals, that'd be a hell lot of fun.
if that happens, i'll have a friend to talk to when im bored, and my mouth's dying to move. haha

i thought of a sad thought.
my dog is soon 12, which means end of a toy poodle age.
so i tried imagining days without my poodle.
im sure i'll cry. but now that ive grown up,
my face wont be as ugly as the time when i lost my old dog rocky.

i miss rocky. rocky is a royal dog.
clean, royal and everywhere i take em, everyone thinks he's an expensive dog when the fact is he isnt. haha maybe its because he acts expensive.
he keeps himself clean allthetime. so unlike these present dogs.
but i love em all. theyre like my personal screenless blackberry.
haha :D

skylights

Soo, abt the previous post.
Turns out I'm suffering from dengue fvr,
Normal thrombocyte rate is 150 - 450.
Based on yesterday's test, mine was 178 which was quite low
But it's still in the normal line.
Then I went to check my blood again
I waited an hour, then results are in.
The rate's 122.
Then my mom panicked.
Well I'm in the hospital no.
Infused with infuse and vitamin.

Before I went in the room,something twitched me to a laughing state
I'm not healthy, but I still can walk.
But the doctors insisted me to sit on a wheelchair from
The first floor to my room. Well I didn't feel comfortable with it
But I sat anyway.
On the way up, I saw many pale looking people.
Maybe sick people come and go everyday.
:(

Anw, childhood reminds me of a channel I used to watch oftenly
Which is nickelodeon.
My tv operator cut the connection to nick,
So I haven't watched it since God knows when.
Now that I'm here @the hospital,
They provide cable tv rich of channels
But I can't find v channel, fashion tv nor fox channel.
Well its okay.
I miss nick. Haha
My friends say its a little childish for me to watch nick.
But I really do enjoy watching this.

dengue fevers

dengue fever. ( pronounce deng-gay ) / (pronounced UK: /ˈdɛŋɡeɪ/, US: /ˈdɛŋɡiː/)

Dengue fever and dengue hemorrhagic fever (DHF) are acute febrile diseases which occur in the tropics, can be life-threatening, and are caused by four closely related virus serotypes of the genus Flavivirus, family Flaviviridae. It is also known as breakbone fever, since it can be extremely painful. It occurs widely in the tropics, including northern Argentina, northern Australia, Bangladesh, Barbados, Bolivia, Belize, Brazil, Cambodia, Colombia, Costa Rica, Cuba, Dominican Republic, French Polynesia, Guadeloupe, El Salvador, Guatemala, Guyana, Haiti, Honduras, India, Indonesia, Jamaica, Laos, Malaysia, Melanesia, Mexico, Micronesia, Nicaragua, Pakistan, Panama, Paraguay, Philippines, Puerto Rico, Samoa, Western Saudi Arabia, Singapore, Sri Lanka, Suriname, Taiwan, Thailand, Trinidad, Venezuela and Vietnam, and increasingly in southern China - Wikipedia

this is a sickness ive been suspected suffering from like abt 4 times.
the first turns out i was too tired, the second one too, the third one was actually typhus, and the last one is not yet identified ( which is happening now to me )
ive been weak recently,
the whole sick thing has become something that concerns my mind.
because science class is raining me with tests.
so my type of learning requires me to come to class and listen to the teacher in order to get a good mark.
well, how do i listen to an explaining teacher when im not even in school.
i really wish i have a stronger body so i can do things better.
the bolded word, Indonesia.
we indonesians suffer from dengue fever.
maybe because the temperature is friendly towards the dengue mosquitoes.
many die of this sickness, but theres really nothing we can do abt it.
so i am praying so this fourth DF symptom wont turn out to be a real DF (: