food!

honestly,
i ran out of ideas already.
im still wondering how could i be so post-addicted in my prev blog.
i posted a total of 300++ posts.
and according to my memory, i never seized typing when im about to post.
but now, i stop every sentence...

a few days ago,
friendster(fs) came across my mind
the last time i opened it was in 2009.
then i read the comments (testimonials)
a total of 1400 something, i browse.
then i realize how childish and innocent i was.
but now that i think abt it,
i miss my innocence, i miss my childishness.
when we were innocent,
we tend to think positively,
we have no love problems
and we fight over simple stuff
and made up the next two hours

and here i am being talkative and poetic
haha

so generally speaking here,
as grown-ups we tend to miss our childhood ( not that im old or that sort )
and we as kids ( not me ) tend to wish we are older.
me myself wish i was old enough to leave home and go out with friends
unfortunately i cant.

i remembered a time when i fought with a good friend.
she's as tall as my feet to shoulders.
so we fought during break time
abt wht? i honestly forgot...

after the break. we sat in class, like 3 meters away from each other
then she looked at me
then i looked at her back
then we smiled together and made up.
isnt that sweet?
i wish life was that simple

nowdays when i have an argument with anyone
things clear after a week or three days atleast.
i hate that so muchh
i cant think straight
i cant do anything straight..
but theres nothing i can do abt it.
haha

myfriend yunita says
go with the flow

and thats wht im gonna do
but no improvements sofar...

facts

"despite all the misery theres always at least one positive value we can implement in our lives."

what do you do when youre bored?
blog,fb,chat with friends, go out( if possible x_x )

i dont have much to talk abt with this topic hanging on my post.
haha

quote :
"i wonder why people waste their time hating others?"-AuML

Pyro

note to self:
-forgot to blog yesterday :(


im into quoting these days.
but then i thought, what if people quote my words.
so i have been thinking of good quotations to make.
but then everyone tells me theyre into love quotes.
so i came up with this one

"like a clear streaming river, and a great endless waterfall, you gave me a love that never seize to flow"

its not exactly a love quote..
its a sentence for a lover to the lover.

not like i wrote it for anyone
im just feeling poetic recently
myb its because of my eng assg.

theres this FB app
LOVE QUOTES
most of my female friends apply that app
and so every morning i see love quotes for every female account on my FB home
not like im complaining, its actually kinda fun
its inspirational.
but i really want to try feeling stupidly in love.
like my friends.
they shed emotions everywhere
when theyre happy, they smile allthetime
but when there sad, its contagious... :(
how human emotions jump so quickly is interesting
so id like to try it myself
haha :D

i'll still try making good quotes
thanks <3

undone

what do you spend your money on?

i spend money on stupid stuff to be honest.

one day,
i came past this cute fridge magnet.
then i spent money on it.
next, i came across a silly postcard.
then i also spent money on it
afterward,
i saw a red leash for my dog
then i spent money again.

it is silly. some say its a habit
but to me, its a sickness
and we all know sicknesses can be cured
so, im still under process of searching for that remedy
because some say i'll be in danger of melting credit cards!
haha~
i asked a few people, what do you spend money on?

boys often say FOOD!
and girls often say SHOPPING ( clothes shopping, not fridge magnet hunting)

as a girl, i do enjoy shopping,
but im trying to learn how to limit myself
because i saw people in films that just cant stop shopping
and if i were to suffer from shopaholic disease,
oh God knows what might hit me...

i also picked up these :
>for playing games
>watching
>paying for friends spendings (whatt?)
>buying music albums (rocks!)

ahaha~

love for a child

if you have one wish, what would you wish for?

um... wait lemme think...
this question reminds me of " Be careful of what u wish for "
so it might take me a while...

so i asked my friend, and she answered
first answer, to go to heaven when she dies
and second ans, to be a rich person.

well these are probably what most people want
then a beautiful answer came form another friend
my wish is finding "the one" isnt that sweet<3
this wish is what touches the heart of a person
you can never buy true love
for girls, true love come by it self
but for me, true love comes by searching for it.
not just wait like fiona or rapunzel.

people have different perspectives of love
some say
love is everything
or
love is bliss in the mind that causes you to do stupid actions
or even
love is something we cant live without
but for some
love is not needed

i have this gloomy friend. he hates love
i dont exactly know why.
he's one of the emo boys ( you can google it if you dont know whats emo )
but he has a point, love is indeed (sometimes) not needed
because we're still young, we dont need love
we need to concentrate on our studies first

then if we look at it as christians ( sorry for those who arent )
love is something God created.
then all Gods creations are perfect
except,
ofcourse,
us,
humans.
we are imperfect.
but love makes us perfect because
that One Person will bring you to perfection
and you bring that person to perfection.

but on the contrary
i have never experienced love,
so im in no position to criticize people about it
haha

thx for reading<3

special thanks for J.P.R and V.H also F.H

never knowing

my friend talked to me about

your ten guilty pleasures

and,,, actually i made a list of it

so ill start from the last to the first,
10. ice creamm(food)
this one, its not a big deal though. i mean, all girls love sweet stuff. and i just happen to be one of those girls. but ths is not something id kill for.

9. CSI (movie)
why CSI? well i like mystery. id stay up all day long just to watch CSI. but this movie made me paranoid. i became claustrophobic, and negatively imaginative. so there was this inn i saw in malaysia. it was small, dark and the cost per night ( which was displayed so large, it was hard to ignore ) is cheaper than feeding yourself. then i saw several creepy looking men going inside that inn. then my CSI brain went nuts, thinking that theyre doing illegal stuff in there, but then me and my family went to a pudding store nearby, which made me distracted and eventually forgot about those men. but now that i think about it, they might just be secret agents :D

8. Pulpy Orange
yeah one of that orange juices that rockss :D

7. Drawing
this one has been my habit for i forgot how long. its been my company when im bored. ( excluding FB and blog )

6 . Percy Jackson Series
i remembered the time when i was soooo into PJ.it was when i went to israel. so my mom kept scolding me cuz whenever good sights came by, i was reading. so i didnt see. then she confiscate my PJ (sobss)

5. Love Stories.
4. Dresses
3. Sleeping
2. Basketball
1. Ideas ( now i'd kill for this one ) :D

i wasnt sure what to do today.
so i woke up with a lazy face.


actually i have no idea what to write here,
thats why im being so out of the box
so here goes,
im gonna talk about the topic often read on Blogger.
which issssss
what if your parents was on facebook

some of you might laugh,
some of you might think this isnt important
but for some of us, including me,
its an utter NIGHTMARE haha

so if youre under private pressure
and most teens like to update FB stats including me.
so you write something you shouldnt
for example,
oh shit, i hate my physics teacher
then your parents WILL
and i mean WILL WILL WILL
comment on your status

criticize, commenting, ect.
which will obviously be embarrassing.
and the next day at school,
your friends will be whispering around you
saying how hilarious your parents are.

and if that happens, itll be one of my top ten embarrassing moments LOL
thx folkss